Everything that i'm not

No one notices but I'm hurt,
brused, dead in the inside.
no one notices but I've been shot,
the desire to live is no more.
a never ending day to come...

no one notices but I'm crying my eyes out
for no reason,except everything.
hearing voices in my head,
i hear the razor calling my name,
no one notices but i still cutt myself,
in secret, in silence i stay.

no one notices but I'm alone in the world
forgotten by many,
red shot eyes, and tears running is all you see.

no one notices but i wish to die tomorrow,
reENCARNATE, into someone beautiful, happy and alive,
i wish to be anything but what i am
i wish to be everything that I'm not.