Thoughts

I try and fix my looks so the next time he sees me he'll be hypnotized.
i could look like halle berry and still be nothing in his eyes.
love has me blind, me with another i can't see.
stuck on stupid because this one i'm feeling ain't feeling me.
i wish i was his girl, i wish i had his kid,
my stars ain't looking so bright so that wish i'll never get.
it brings me to tears knowing we'll never be,
i could wish, think and dream about it but it won't happen in reality.
when i get the strength to give up, he comes around again,
i'm caught up in his game, where i know i can't win.