The love I have for him has grown so much,
His eyes, his smile, his body and such,
He makes me laugh and the look in his eyes,
Makes me shiver with pure delight and sigh,
My heart beats faster when he touches me,
His care and love does not come with a fee,
I try not to hurt him but its so hard,
Before I had to always be on guard,
My feelings always seem to hurt someone,
With the others my feelings? I share none,
All I get in return is pain for it,
Maybe if he knew why I always quit,
He would understand to a certain point,
But we are forever meant to be,
One day he'll know everything about me,
But until then the darkness will be kept under lock and key.
