Why me?
Why now?
People always say
At least things can't get any worse knowing it will
I feel as if
I'm on a never ending up hill climb
I can see the top
But can never quite reach it
No matter what
I can't seem to go any further
Everything gets further away
I try so hard to run but can't
I'm stuck in what seems to be a nightmare
Trapped forever in this God forsaken place
I can't wake up and see it's all just a dream
That's because it's not a dream it's reality...my reality