Blood red tears

Blood red tears,
Running down my wrists,
Heartbroken inside my chest,
And hands clenched into fists,

Crying tears of pain,
Scars decorate my arms,
Not caring about tomorrow,
And causing this self-harm,

Making a mask each day,
Hiding the real me,
Let me wallow in pain,
Just let me be,

Call me emo, and call me anything,
Say what you want to say,
I don't really care what you do,
Doesn't matter to me anyway,

Blood red tears,
Falling from my eyes,
Hidden deep is my pain,
And covered-up-lies,

Somewhere inside,
My hearts broken in two,
Crying each night,
Pain that grew,

Pain etched into my skin,
Scars that will forever last,
There in my memory,
Reminding me of the past,

Try to help me,
Try and heal my heart,
But you'll never know,
How my worlds falling apart,

Just walk in my shoes,
And act like me one day,
And then you'll feel the pain,
And the hurt I pay,

Blood red tears,
Dripping down on you,
Now I am dead,
Cause you didn't help me through.

Written by Makalah Aug. 23, 2008