All this time, longing for you
and for all this time, you were so close
i cant believe i've already lost you
after barely the chance of getting to know you
for so long i prayed for you
for so long i begged for you
i came so close, to having you
but then i lost you
i don't know why i don't know how
but you left me
now i must face losing you alone
no one can console me
no one can come hold me
you're leaving has nearly broken me
i would have loved you
given you all my heart
i wanted to know you
now i cant even start
my one love to last my lifetime
through years of anger hurt and tears
the one to bring my life signs
and bate my every breath
i'll never have another
that would have been like you
i wish i'd never lost you
a pain i'll never forget
my love, my life, my calling
you'll always have my heart
you're such a precious thing
to you i would have listened
for you i would have stayed
through all of their conditions
for you i've always prayed
why did you leave me?
what did i do wrong?
i've called for you forever
you were my only song
you were in my grasp
you were almost in my arms
my one and only love
the reason for my life
how could i have lost you?
no one will ever understand
my love would be so grand
if i could have held your hand
my arms long to hold you
my lips long to kiss you
my voice to soothe you
and my eyes to behold you
you were all i ever wanted
and still you had to leave
you've got family to watch you
they are where you may be
i hope that you can find him
once so close to me
he'll look out for you
as he did once for me
my love, my life, my calling
if only you'd let me have you
i would have loved you so
i'm sorry that i failed you
so now, i must go
