No one ever understood the way you could.
But that meant nothing to me and neither did you.
That is what you were supposed to think to keep you at a distance.
I gave up a love that never asked for it in return.
Nevertheless, I march through my day acting calm cool and collected.
However, inside there is a gaping hole that you left unprotected.
If I could just steal one fraction of a second .
And freeze it in time.
It would allow me to give you just a fragment of my hurt.
And that would be enough to show you how I really feel.
And every tear that has fallen from these eyes every night.
Since you left, I will feel for the rest of my life.
Therefore, I apologize for the things that I said.
That I never meant.
That hurt you so bad.
And made you walk away.
And I apologize so clearly.
And honestly.
For the one thing, I never said back.
I Love You.
I am so sorry.
4-12-05
