Not a poem, just letting it out....

Sometimes life, and god himself puts us a lot of big hard stones on the road of our lives... sometimes obstacles are so hard that they make you think that theres no point on trying to walk over them... those obstacles sometimes are so strong that takes your life away slowly and painfully... like a knife getting slowly through your heart... inch by inch it kills you.. and day by day you feel like dying... i think the biggest obstacles are regrets... sometimes those regrets shouldn't exist cause there was nothing you could change or make different... even tho we are not guilty of things sometimes we still feel like we are... some other times people throws those stones to our road, trying to end with every single beat of your heart... but Ive learned that it doesn't matter how many obstacles you have.. there is always a way to stand in front of them and just break them apart.. it doesn't matter how big, heavy and hard they are theres always a way to break them apart... i have made a lot of mistakes, i have a lot of blood stains on my hands, but i know god has helped me because i did the right thing every single time... life itself has made me spill a lot of tears.. More than i can even say, but it sent me a reason to keep going, to forget all the bad things in my past and it showed me that i should only care for my future, that everything is on my side, and that my chances to be happy and to be the one i ever wanted to be are huge... through the years i have lost important people to me, Ive lost my father who is the only one that i owe who i am right now in this world, when i think of him i do cry every single time, but i do it with a smile on my face, because he left me a big example of how a father should be.. caring, loving, to stand for all the ones he loved,my grandma that was the sweetest lady ever... she used to spoil me on everything and that i couldn't be there for her when she needed me the most because of my busy schedule that got my in Zurich... but life gave me a loyal, loving girlfriend to spend the rest of my life with, it may be just the fact that I'm madly in love with her, but i have to say that she is the best girl Ive ever met, she has everything Ive been looking for in a girl... she is beautiful inside and outside, sadly she has suffered a lot too, but all i can do is to be with her every time she needs me, to let her know that the only way to be happy is together... i used to be sad and angry all the time, with god and with myself... but god showed me that he does not put more weight on us then we can stand... because just when i was feeling that i was drowning in my own blood and tears... he sent me an angel to lift me up, wipe my tears and make smile again... all i really want is to share my life with my girlfriend, to get married have all the kids we want and someday be a father as great as mine was, or still is cause his heart, memories and everything he taught me is still with me....yeah a lot of people says that I'm a successful young man, because of financial stuff... but i think that what really makes me successful... is that i have beaten every test life has gave me... and i think now life thinks it would be pointless to try to break me down, cause id just look at my girlfriend in her beautiful eyes and smile, and at the moment she smiles me back telling me she loves me... id just face any trouble and destroy it with a huge smile on my face... because theres nothing stronger than a man in love.

"it's not about how hard you can hit... is about how hard you can get hit, and stand up and keep moving forward" -Rocky balboa-