Deep Feelings...

...Walking down the stairs
Can't walk again back stairs
Tears are dropping down my face
Freedom is a foreign word in my space
Locked up in a moonless deserted place
Praying 4 the neverending nightmare 2 fade
But reality steels my hopeless prayers away
The power in me is fading
The hope in my eyes is ending
The shadows in my life took control
The sun wont shine in my heart anymore
The rain is falling like the tears that I cry
The blood is splitting outta my veins
The air is emptying my destiny
My destiny, is nothing but a black hole now
My dreams are unexplainable wishes in my mind
My life is just an experiment in gods eyes
My decision, I have no choice!
My heart, is a broken piece of hopeless feelings...