How could i be so stupid,
expecting you to come home
after the battles we've fought
the battles we lost
i'm left here drowning
in thoughts of losing you and her
wishing things could have been different
i'm losing myself
to my wants and wishes
wishing i hadn't lost you
now you've moved on
and its painfully obvious
that i was stupid to think
that this could ever have gone differently
wishing for you, wishing for her
she's beyond hope
i've come to accept that
but you i had thought
why i cant say
that i could still count on
to help with my pain
wishful thinking
hopeless dreams
no foundation
in this painful scheme
you've found another
deny it as you wish
i'm drowning here
within your reach
don't bother saving me
you'll just cut me lose again
if only you saw
what you were doing to me
i should have known
i should have guessed
that you would betray me
once again
you have abandoned me
to no real surprise
simply the pain
as my last hope dies
