A Forgotten Memory

I'm sorry for not ever being there
I know all i ever did was cause you pain
And I can't help
But cry when I hear your name

I shouldn't have turned away
After seeing you again
Your face that seems so sad and hopeless
I wasn't there for you to call as a friend

When you have nothing left
You can cry just like me
Like a gushing river that can't be stop
Thinking over and over again, Why couldn't we be?

To close out everyone
And crawl back into your shell
Not answering the phone
Wishing everyone to go to h***

Nothing helps me
Tomorrow seems so far away
My stubborn self
Couldn't even yell the word stay

If i could embrace you again
To feel the warmth around us
With our smiles
That in me you would trust

You seem in another world that
I can't even reach
I can't help but think you're world is brighter
And you have forgotten all about me