But I still need you there.

I fight, I scream,
But nothings getting better.
I wish I had you here,
To wipe my tears away,
And to put your arms around me, and tell me its ok.
Your so far away,
But that knife is so close,
Should I end it all,
Or can I spare the pain?

No one really gets me like you do,
And I don't know why.
Everything is so full of air,
That I want to pop,
Cause its so much easier to let it all out,
Then having it live on your shoulders.

I'm learning to be one,
But I still need you there.