Until now

Until now you're still cluless about the feelings that i have sinced you left me....
until now you have no idea that whenever i resist to talk to you, i really want you to yell "i love you"..
until now you have no idea that whenever you call and i answer like after 4 rings, im actually looking at the phone with my heart beating sooo fast.
until now you have no idea that whenever i hear our songs and i pretend that it's just some other ordinary songs, lots of our moments together our popping in my head.
until now you have no idea that when i saw you with her and i kept pushing you guys together, im actually waiting for me to just get out of there.
until now you still have no idea that whenever im with him and your pushing us together,i really want you to take me back...
until now you have no idea that whenever you call at night then you ask me what im doing and when i answer;"you woke me up", im actually reminicsing about us...
and until now you still have no idea that i want you back....