All I Didn't Want (Was To Be The Fool I Really Am)

I'll go find someplace secret
So I can just cut myself
It will always be only me
And not ever anyone else

When I make myself bleed
Just for one more time
I'll know better than that
Everything will be alright

Can I call you back tonight?
"Sorry I missed your call
Leave a message after the tone"
I'll get back to you after next year

I'm too busy finding out
How true pain really feels
I've got to finish what I started
This is only my typical spiel

Go find your own place secret
Where you can just cut yourself
Leave me alone in my prison
It's just me and no one else