I get

I get offensive fast.
I get upset and angry.
I get the feeling of wanting to cry.

I wish I didnt.
I wish I could be like everyone else.
I wish I didnt have the past I do.

I can be so stupid.
I can be so wrong.
I can be so.....many things.

I hear
Let the past be the past
I hear
Don\'t bottle your feelings
I hear
Thats not good for you

Why cant I just feel the way I do?
Why cant I just be me?
Why cant I just go a day without hearing those things.

I bite peoples heads off,
When I hear them.
I jump down their throats.
I hate to be like that.

Why me?
Why me?
Why me?

I cant be normal.
I cant have the life I want.
Without remembering those bad things.

I can be so stupid.
I can be so blind.
I can be so wrong.

So, what else is new?