Take me to a place...
where I don't have to show my face.
...a place I don't feel like I'm in a race
I just want to be alone!
I want to make it my home.
When you spoke I believed what you had to say.
For a moment my fears faded away.
Now that trust is gone
I no longer belong
It hurts to know I'm the one who caused
This brick wall between us
And all I can do now is fight and cuss
In this battle with myself
Knowing I was to blame
Forever I will live in this pure shame!!!!
That red tear caused this
...the lost of my best friend that I miss
it was my heartless nature that made me loose you
I draw a heart with a blood stained blade
on my chest wishing my heart was true
and the lies and secrets I keep
won't help me sleep.
But my lies will protect the ones I love
The ones who don't want to hear
Do to the emotional fear