A piece of my mind

Always coming on too strong
Wanting too much, too fast
Sucking out life and creation
Obstructing your soul

Striking at the hour of darkness
Enlightened by my misery
Celebrating my glory
Created by fluids, tasting salt like tears

Feelings, could not be participated
Thoughts, not calculated
Emotions, not counted for
No listings of existence

Expectations are high
Risks even more
Not knowing, damaging me inside
No control, no security

Dangerous liaisons
The ride, long and tough
Admittance only for two accounted members
Already selected by faith

Time is running out
Destiny is catching up
Ideals passing me by
Almost too fast to hold on

Living on quicksand
Always at my disposal
Looking for acknowledgement
Searching for affection

That's life as I live it