Life Of Denial

I fake a smile,,
To hide the pain ..
I cut my wrist,,
And feel no shame ..

I leave a note,,
Upon the door ..
Saying you killed me,,
Of that im sure ..

I shoveled dirt,,
I dug my grave ..
Come bury me babe,,
Hold out – Be brave ..

Well not I'm gone,,
I hope you're glad ..
Our final goodbye,,
And you're not even sad ..