Im trying my best mom

by Nicole   Aug 27, 2008


I try to make you happy
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm only 16 I don't need you but I do
All I have ever wanted was to make you proud
That is all I want mom is for you to look at me and say that your proud of me
I'm trying the best I can
But I guess that my best is not good enof
I cry my self to sleep
I go throw so many things by my self
When I need my mom to be there your not
I'm trying to make you happy
But its so hard
I give it my all
But you cant see that
Cant you see that I need you
I need my mom
I'm sorry that I have let you down I try not to
It hurts me so much when I see that I have let you down again
I cry my self to sleep over it
But you cant see
You cant see that I'm dieing on the inside
You cant see that I would give any thing to make you proud of me
Just one time thats all I want
Just one time for you to look at me and say I'm so proud of you!
But I don't think thats going to happen but I'm going to keep trying
And I'm going to keep crying
And do the best that I can just so that I can here you say those 5 words
I'm trying mom
I'm trying to make you happy maybe you can see that someday

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  • 15 years ago

    by CanUKissAwayMyPain

    This poem of your. touched me the very most. cuz i can relate to this. i wanted to cry wen i was reading tho this piece. cuz it reminds mi of mi madre. she's not there wen i need her. n wen i try it's not enough. at times i wanna give up but that would disappomit her n i realie dnt want that look she gives me. it just breaks mi apart knowing what i do to her. but she'll never know what she does to me. i realie realie do like this one.
    amazing yuppers 5/5

    TaKe CaRe,
    Frenchy

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