Look What You Have Done.

I have those times, when i can't explain the way i feel.
So i just breathe in like never before.
Look into the window & think, what i`ve done now.
Stare into the darkness of the disappearing clouds.

My eyes get watery, and my heart starts to ache.
This pain from deep within, i knew it'd never fade.
It cut my soul, and ripped my heart.
Left me with emptiness and frustration, that tore us apart.

I look into the mirror, and see the mess i`ve made.
Retracing steps, but i`m locked up in a cage.
It's harder to breathe, harder to speak.
Whisper to me now, so i can finally fall asleep.

These nightmares i get, so called memories.
Keep replaying in my head, like a broken record machine.
I wish i could pause time in life, so you can notice what you done to me.
Awaken from exhaustion like i did except to continue to ignore me.

I trusted you, with something important.
But you threw it away, kind of like abortion.
You looked at me in the eye, but i never knew deep inside.
How much you can hurt me this bad.

Bad enough to know how much
My love for you is a piece of trash.