I miss you !

Damn man this sucks !
I cant believe ur gone..omg I miss you so much!
And I'm sorry that our last words to each other weren't good but you know I didn't mean anything I said, I just said it to make myself feel better and I'm so stupid to not realize how it made you feel.
Omg Anthony I'm so sorry. No one understands how much I love you && miss you.
i try so hard not to cry but sometimes I just cant help it.
every time I think about the the stuff we used to do together and how silly you were the tears just start to run down my face.
damn...I miss you so much Anthony.
and if you really did love me the way you say you did I'm sorry for all the mean things I ever said or did to you! The day I found out you passed away was the day I realized that I really did love you and omg I'm so sorry that your life had to end the way it did. I really wanted to be with you forever. and theres so much things I wish I would of told you while you were still here with me.
I love you Anthony, and thats something that that will never change !!

---This is'nt a poem this is just something I wrote when I found out my boyfriend passed away. I hope you liked it !