I dont exist;

I'm lone in my blisses.
of razor blade kisses.
just unhappy reminisces
of fatal misses.
i don't exist.

I'm full of infamous sinning
and unhappy beginnings.
I'm hardly winning;
I'm sorry I'm not pretty
my head is spinning

I'm not innocent
in hell i will torment;
lusting for your skin's scent
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect.
just screwed up and bent.

blood drips from my wrists;
the inner demons writhes and twists;
i persist;
cause I'm not pretty;
I'm not perfect;
therefore i don't exist.