Siting here in my room crying
Like you even care any more
All you do is yell at me say that I'm never going to be any thing
But how do you know that
You have never took the time to talk to me act like a real mother
Well not to me maybe to you perfect child
You cant see how much you hurt me
Every time you yell at me I die more and more inside
Friends ask me if I'm OK I tell them ya I'm fine
Because I don't want them to see how hurt I am
You say that you care well show it because I cant see it I still need you
You say that I I'm never going to be anything that I cant do it
Stop telling me that I have herd it so many times I'm starting to believe you
I sometimes wonder if I was a mistake
That you never really wanted another child
I just happen you never really wanted me
I have told you that I'm trying you don't think I am
You don't believe me You don't even believe in me
So keep yelling at me b/c each time you yell I die
Well I'm all most dead not that you care
So keep yelling and ill keep crying
But i can leave when I want to know I have someone that cares about me
That loves me
Someone that I can run in to his arms and every thing just goes away
Theres no more pain
So you can yell all you want
I'm not going to Liston to you and if i do Liston
You can bet I wont fall to far
I have someone to catch me know
You keep pushing me and pushing me
But thats OK with me because your pushing me into his arms
So know I don't care what you have to say it don't matter any more
I got someone who will love me till I die and I know that will never be you
I know that you don't love me and thats OK I'm better off with out you
