Soaked and Stained

Soaked and stained
For a while it eases the pain
But the memories still remain
it haunts you night and day
It will never go away

Picture this.....
Your alone with your knife
You're thinking about taking your life
then you sit back
as your world goes black
hours go by before you awake
you look at your arm and see your mistake
and you cover it up with your shirt
to cover the hurt
the cloth is now soaked and stained
from half of your soul being drained

the battle never ends
through your pain you'll loose your friends
they won't hear your screams
as the blood streams

so if I'm soaked and stained
will you love me the same?
....I know what the answer will be
so don't waste your time on me
the sad thing is I thought I could trust you
don't you remember what we have been through?

Yeah...I'll just go on my way
There's no more sense for me to stay
If you need me I'll be under the bridge
Soaked and stained