She came to meet me
NO, she came to collect her present as it was her birthday,
She came to use me, to abuse me
she said she "loves" me
But I know she doesn't even know what Love is
She came to increase my pain and misery,
Not because she "loves" me,
Shes so beautiful,
as beautiful as her lies,
shes the blessed one, with gorgeous eyes,
But she likes to curse,
Whichever way you look,
Inside and outside,
Shes a timeless beauty,
as beautiful as her lies,
As pretty as her hideous imagination,
As pure as my tears,
The way she hurts me,
The way she lies to herself that she loves me,
The way she makes me cry,
The way she turns things around to make me feel guilty,
Shes out of this world,
Shes like a drug,
Harmful and addictive,
Painful yet pain free,
beautiful yet ugly,
Shes as intense as hatred,
covered with pity,
Shes different,
Shes a heartless woman,
and she agrees, as apparently she has given her heart to me,
She uses me, without even realizing it,
I force her to use me, pathetically,
I let her walk all over me,
I have turned her into a monster,
I taught her how to deceive,
How to break a man,
How to lie to yourself,
I taught her what she knew not,
I gave her my heart,
My soul, my heartbeats belonged to her,
I gave her everything,
Everything......
Not because she is beautiful,as beautiful as her lies,
But the way she lies, it is beautiful,
