For never and ever

Standing on the edge of sanity
And all I can see is you
But I keep on praying that
My dreams won't come true

Or are they nightmares
I can't make up my mind
My reality keeps on fading
Soon I will be blind

I would never want to hurt you
But I am afraid that I will
I want to make you happy
But I have doubts still

Without you in my life
I'm afraid I'll go insane
But it has to be this way
I don't want to cause you pain

For what its worth
I wish we could be together
But this is the way it has to be
For never and ever