I dont mean to make her angry
I dont mean to upset her
I love my mom
She has to relize i need help that she cant provide
She talks like everythings fine
I know the truth is hard to find
In my life no one knows how much im strugling
Just to make another day
I know shes upset when people take over
But its making me feel better
Im not sure what to do
Im not sure what to tell her
Its like i lost my best friend
Shes pushing me far away
I know whats shes going through
She also needs to consider how i feel
In my house
It is broking
Memories bouncing off the walls
Yelling i block my ears close
Sometimes i try to be invisable
Thats my only way out
I dont have much
But what i do have i am happy with
Im sorry she doesnt approve
I need to think about me to