Good bye.

Blood flies as I cut harder than ever before,
It makes my sheets a dark red,
Seeping through so well in each thread,
My lips begins to bleed as I bite it hard,
Keeping my vocal chords silent.

I finally throw the blood soaked knife across the room,
Sobs wrack my body as I shudder and shake at myself,
The sticky fluid rolls over my pale skin,
Landing on my bare legs.
Where it finally hits the once white floor.

I stuff a towel into my mouth to muffle the screams of anger and grief,
Where did I go so wrong with life that it hurt,
How did I let myself love?

I trusted him so much,
Loved him with such passion,
And would protect him for all I was worth,
My life seems like nothing without him,
Now I have no life.

Not only him,
Horses have almost been thrown from my life,
Tossed into the trash and stomped on so harshly,
While I sat and stared with grieving eyes.

My life is so meaningless,
I wear a mask all day and most of the night,
I can't pull it off,
It's stuck to me like glue,
Why it can't leave,
I don't know.

Good bye,
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone,
But it's better for everyone if you don't have to hear my muffled cries,
Look at my marred arms,
And broken smile,
Good bye.