Hurt

Sometimes I would wonder if fate took you away from me. Every night I would gaze in to the stars hoping you would come back to me. I reminisce the day�s we spent together and the time I fell in to your arms and you said that you�d stay forever. I guess forever was never there.
How I wish you were here on this cold night, I remember the first time I looked in to your eyes. There was a spark that kept me warm but now I know it�s gone. You left me here on my own, and you left my heart to shatter. You didn�t come back to find all the pieces. Now I wonder if my heart can ever be mended through all the pain and hurt.
Yesterday you wrote a letter saying you�d be home the next day but it seems tomorrow never came.
My mind drifts back to the very first time we kissed. That sweet tender loving kiss that lured me in to a world of fantasy. Now reality has come and knocked me to the ground making it hard to stand back up.
I�m lying outside in this cold, cold night. The stars are shining so bright, I remember when you use to tell me that we would shine forever. But I guess stars don�t shine forever.
You should have thought before you said those words �I love you�. Unless you intended on wanting me to live in despair of knowing you�re not there.
It hurts to let go of the love that seizes to exist. But one thing I will always keep is the memories you left behind.
One day I know you�ll reach out to me, so think twice before you say you want to be with me cause you�ll see, I�ll be to far for you to reach.
Now I only have one thing left to say, I�m moving on and I�m not going to hesitate.