Sometime around a year ago,
i lost myself, as well as my hope.
I began to fake a smile,
and let go of all my dreams,
My life went crashing down,
or so it seems.
Things seem so different now,
So far nothing has been the same,
My tears are starting to show,
and my fake smile is fading away.
I don't know what to do,
I need some help,
i need a clue.
Counselling never helped,
neither did the pills.
They said i wouldn't live much longer,
with the chaos and heartache that kills.
I need you now God,
Where are you?
The tears fall down around me,
the pain you'll never see.
You have no clue,
it's whats i do,
i can't help the sense of relief,
cutting was so breif,
i could barely feel the sting,
I'm senseless, i need you,
for you are my KING!
(this is definetely true.
please tell me what you think.
the "he" and 'him"
and "king" are refered to as God.)
