You told me that you loved me
more then life its self
then you disappeared
into thin air
i miss you
and the rusted bloody blade
wants you to come back
as well
it hurts everyday you farther away
on the days we spent together replay in my head
like a movie
to show
or remind me that your gone
my wrist is infected
with the loss of your love
my heart aches everyday
i look at your picture on my wall
you were my only one
i ever wanted to say good-bye to
in so loge
you left in November of 2000 and everyday since
i remember the few times we spent together
and the things we did
and the day you left
i could not cry
in front of you
did you know that?
as soon as we drove away
from your grave
i still couldn't cry
when i got home i locked myself
in my room
and didn't come out
till i was able to dry my eyes
it was so hard to lose you
i wanted you to walk me down the isle
i wanted you to give me away
at me wedding
you said you would
then that fateful day was set
and you were gone
i still
want to lock my door and cry
everyday
i still want you ti walk me down the isle
but you cant
at least not in human form
please be there in sprit
i need you
i miss you
i have so many things to tell you
i dispose the doctors who lied to you
the bastards who waited till it was to late
to let you know that
you had cancer
and that you
only had a couple months to live
why did they do this ?
you were the best thing alive
i need you
i want you
i miss you
but most of all
I LOVE YOU GRANDFATHER!!!!!!!!!!
