My Concealed Feelings

How could i express what i feel
If what i always do is keep it and seal?
So if that's the case, you won't realize
My true feelings that i can't criticize.

How could i scream that i had blushed
If the people around me don't know you're my crush?
So if that's the case, i can't share
The happiness in my heart that i can't compare.

How could i say "i love you"
If what i think is let you go?
So if that's the case, i have no chance
And what I'll just do is take a glance.

How could i tell I've been watching you
If a crony of mine loves you too?
So if that's the case, I'll just conceal
The torment in my heart that i can't heal.

How could i let this feeling be free
If a traitor is what they'll think about me?
So if that's the case i must still pursue
In having my deep secret love for you.