Void, cancelled, simply annulled
Endlessly aching, unconsoled
Life without you, cause without reason
Touch without sense, time without reason
I face life now facing a very painful sore
An unknown parasite that eats at my core
All that makes me whole, all that I hold deep within
Leaving me lifeless, or at least not living
A Shallow face, anguished and marred
An empty space, scaled and scarred
Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade
Secretly hiding behind a fictitious facade
Still, lost within this heart of glass,
This fragile and yet unfeeling mass
Lies the remains of a love that glowed
The gift to you I once bestowed
But honor and pride now bereaved-
By your love for me so misconceived
Ripped from my inner depths, impending
Mind and body and spirit bleeding
Now is crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand
A cold stare I just cant understand
I feel that somehow, somehow I am dying
At least my soul and all that is underlying
A simple void, is that what I have become?
The hollowed sphere on a pendulum
Swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion
Never once stopping nor slowing the motion
No reason, no answer, no justification
The creation of a sterile imagination
Just passing through time as time passes me
Merely a nothing nothing merely left to be
Sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard
Mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd
All empathy lying un-graced and unemployed
I live my life dying, un-embraced, a void.
