Let love Die

For so long he made me feel so hideous
Lie after lie he became so insidious
As I forgave him over and over and stayed by his side
Slowly, piece after piece of me died.

I still hold him so dear in my life
Because my love is too strong to conceal
My feelings are still so deeply mixed
Afraid that if I give my love back , this time it won't heal.

There were so many times I felt neglected
I gave him so much control that he knew exactly how to break me down
I played the fool so many times
And yet I knelt at his feet as if he wore a crown.

I want so badly to get past those times
When I let him control every aspect of my life
I want to fight this love and say goodbye
But it's so hard to let go and let love die.