I know you always told me
never to take my life
but this is something i must do
I'm sorry I'm going to leave you all alone
but i have to go
i can't take the pain any more
too many things have happened to me in my life
and I'm not ready to face up to them
i don't think i will ever be ready to face up to them
its not your fault
its the bullies fault
is the person who abused Me's fault
it the fact that i was introduced to all this pain and suffering at such an early age
and some of my very first memory's are of pain
and my life shouldn't be like that
it should be happy and fun
but its not
so I'm going to go now
your probably the only person who will care
no one else was ever there
anyway
