One day you are told something you don't want to be told,
Shown something you don't want to be shown,
It leaves an everlasting mark on your heart and mind,
You start thinking about all the possibilities,
Everything good, everything bad,
It keeps you awake all night, crying during the day,
You learn to keep your feelings in,
You can't tell friends because they tell you everything you don't want to hear,
It will be fine, you'll be okay I promise,
How do they know anything when its you it concerns?
They try to help you, make you feel better,
But it makes you angry, want to lash out,
You are sick of the repetition of what they say every time,
You just want them to change the record, go away,
They are there for you, but you want to deal with it yourself,
It's nothing but your problem, your tears, your heartache,
You want to get better, but you don't want to,
It messes with your head and makes you immobile,
Your mind stops working, you stop speaking,
Stop crying, stop feeling,
You become nothing.
