It's Not

It's not as hard as it used to be
Though I still cry at night
It's not as hard as it used to be
Though I've given up the fight

It's not as bad as it seems
I only cut once in awhile
It's not as bad as it seems
Though I'm not willing to go the extra mile

It's not as bad as it looks
I only take pills every other day
It's not as bad as it looks
When I don't even know the words to say

It's not as bad as it feels
Photographs always fade
It's not as bad as it feels
Just cause my best friends a razorblade

It's not as bad as you think
The bruises will always leave
It's not as bad as you think
As long as you don't believe