Betray

My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach

my knees were about to collapse

my eyes formed those tears that iv been holding so long

i didn't move from the spot i was in

i wasn't thinking

i rubbed my eyes to make sure i wasn't dreaming

i opened then again and it wasn't a dream

more like a nightmare that came to life

then finally i walked away

i ended my life that day

and never again would i have to see

my best friend kissing the only boy i lived for