I stared at his face, while he was sleeping.
Hoping but never knowing if i was in his dreams.
Wondering if he truly loves me, ore if its time to let him go.
I try to find comfort in his open arms.. but i never find my peace.
He can kiss me so softly, it brings tears to my eyes.
He is the one.. i know, i feel it in my heart.
But still my mind deceives me, its pulling me apart.
For how can anyone love me? this ugly disturbed soul, and broken heart.
ill never let him see, i doubt the words he speaks to me, for i truly hope, his love belongs to me.