What do think of me..........

I see you everyday
Walking by me
I Want to know do you notice me
I Want to know if i ever smile at you would you smile back
Its not that i love you its that whenever i see i start shiver
And my day starts to change
I feel happier when i see you walking around with your black coat
I told my friends i hated you for them not to judge me
I even i told your manger that you were bullying me
I am sorry for you always put me in the mood
I am scared but don't know why
I am scared if you ever judge me and the way i look
I am scared if you judge me because of colour and tribe
I am scared if i smile you wouldn't smile and laugh at me
I am sorry but i never felt like that before
But i would love to know do u ever think of me the way i think of you