My suicidal mind

My friend ended it all that night
I fell with sadness
I was ready to take the flight

I tried, but i failed
I bled with despair

So last night i was upset
I was hurt and broken
My whole body hurt
My soul was taken

Then i felt such hate
For people kept saying
How ugly i was
Im sorry im not perfect

But if they only knew
How my mind works
To me its not just words
To me its pain and hurt

And when they say it, i feel so alone
Im lost in a world
Where no place is home

I feel so stupid
For everyone hating
One single person
That person, me

So today i cry
Today i pray
Today i feel as if i never tried

So take me now
They wont know its theyre fault
Just end it now
I cant take the names
I cant take the words

Im living in a world
My voie unheard
And no one will know
How my mind works