Thanks :). I've been going through alot lately. And I find it good to write it all down.

"I wanted it to end.
All the hatred, all the shame."
tried to kill my thought
hopelessly shame i fought
same misery
other body
same tears
defrent eyes
pain of lose
pain of lies
matter of time
valium act calm
shame pain wrist blood pain razor pain
sianed <=> suicide