My darling friend

You've fallen once...
You've fallen twice...
but its you who's staying
strong tonight.

Brett is gone and oh how
I miss him so...
his death has destroyed me.
my soul is lost and in a state of confusion,
my messed up thoughts
are simply an illusion...

You have helped me in times of
trial and tribulation
you helped me escape from
my self righteous damnation...

Yes, I know I have been suffering
from deep depression
which has resulted in my emotional aggression.

the night you walked in
and saw my blood
you instantly dropped to the floor
and began cleaning
it up.
I am so sorry I broke my promise
I was just feeling so alone
and helpless...

The next day Rory and I broke up,
I wish he could understand we could
have had true love
...
If only I had of told him
that my Bretty was announced dead.
Maybe he would have understood
what was really going through my head...

But still you stood by me
and picked me up when I fell down...
You dried my empty tears
and comforted my lonely fears.

I am conquering my depression
one day at a time
but it is because of you that I
did not take my own life...

So my darling friend i just want
you to know How much I love and
appreciate you
and really am thankful for everything you do...

You've fallen once...
You've fallen twice...
You stood up and saved my life...

Our friendship is genuine,
our friendship is true,
my darling Jen,
I will always be here for you...

*******this poem was written a few weeks ago about someone i thought was my true friend except now that she is dating another friend of mine she has destroyed mine and his friendship, she destroyed that of mine and my best friend Jessy except Jessy and i managed to sort things out recently. i thought that the girl in this poem was my true friend except i realized she wasn't when she ditched my brothers memorial for a Honda street party which happens every year and on top of it had the audacity to lie to me*******