Love

I wish there was something that I could do to make you love me or at least look at me .I spend all of my life wondering if you ever did I mean talking doesnt mean a whole lot between certain people but to me it means alot.When I saw you in school this year I just about cry and shake I try to keep all of the tears inside of me but sometimes it is just not that easy Imean I have friends and they are nice but I had friends in my past that were so mean to me they didnt realize how much I wanted to be with you .I guess they will never really know how much I love until they are me .There is always fights over a guy which sucks when they all like the same guy they all have a reason to fight I guess I just dont understand why:( There is always something that I will never understand? why did you pick her over me I guess I dont have all of the features that you would want me to have they say love is like the wind you cant feel it but you can see it at a point of time. Noone knows whats in life only the person that is dealing with all of the pain:( and I guess the people dont know all the time what things are comming to them .But I do case everyone gets hurt at some point but they got to move on. As long as were friends thats all that matters:)