I lay her in the dark, thinking of life.
What has been?
What could have been?
And what has yet to come
Life is a mystery to me now
I don`t know what to do with it any longer
I keep trying to change things
Me the things around me
Or my life all together
When I`m around people
I`m so happy and love to live life
But when I`m alone
My friends wouldn`t recognize me
Because when I`m alone
I do nothing but think and sometimes cry
These days I`m happy about life
And yet hate it all at once
I don`t know what to think anymore
All I know is that when I dream
My life is perfect
Everything is just the way I want it to be
I`m saying this now and yet
If I could go back in my life
I wouldn`t change a thing
Because my past has made
Me who I am today
And in reality
That`s all I would ever hope to be is me!
