I try to stay strong
I say that I'm not one of the typical girls
But I know the time for tears won't be long
All i can do for now is plaster on my famous, fake smile
You don't see the truth behind my eyes
I didn't see the truth behind your lies
You wanted to do your thing and be free
I wanted you, for once, to think about me
I sat in denial, looking like a fool
While you wandered around town with her
A punishment that was way too cruel
Curiosity crept upon me one lonely night
I ignored it, I wasn't in the mood to fight
The thoughts never seemed to escape my mind
I finally saw that to love, I was blind
That was the day I traded my flirting for hurting
The tears still roll down my face
As the memories in my head I try to erase
No more pain shall I feel
Because I am one girl that knows how to heal.
