Memories never lie.. or do they?

Its kind of funny how your actions have such an effect on me.
one day it's smiles,
another day its disaster.

why are we playing by your rules,
i have no clue.
I've so many questions,
but no answers.

time is a joke.
when just yesterday were standing strong,
with you by my side telling me we could conquer the world.
and today,
with no gathered strength, you can say,
that you don't need me.

is it just a lie?
am i just a fool?

your mind, it changes like the seasons.
when everything is as beautiful as a spring day,
but turns cold and stormy,
as the winter blue skies take over.

if you lie to me,
the only person you're lying to is yourself.

all my questions, they all mean nothing.
for i only need an answer to one,
you've felt what I've felt,
but now i don't know if it was true..
just answer this question,
i promise i wont judge you.
your kiss, your touch, it's set me free,
but please, tell me this..
do you really want to be with me?

"I don't love you, I'm just passing the time."(p!atd)