Aah Jen. thank you so so so much. I really love this poem and it just made me feel so happy when I read it. You mean so so much 2 me and i really appreciate having you in my life, you have helped me through so much the past few weeks and i am so thankful for having you in my life. I honestly don't know what i would have done if i never had you over the past few weeks, you know when Brett passed away holding it in was one of the worst things i have ever put myself through. I really am missing him so so much lately and just really wish he was still here but you have helped me to become strong again and made me realize Brett would kick my ass if he was here and saw how depressed i had been. I really wish Rory would give me another chance and see that i am no longer depressed because i care about him so much but you have helped me to stay strong despite all that so thank you my darling friend. i would do anything for you. mwah love you stax and stax like boys 6 pax ;)