Given up, or letting on?

Sitting here thinking of what used to be,
Sitting here thinking of you and me,
The memories, so lucid and real,
How can you forget the feelings I feel?

Makes me wonder, why do you think it's all fake?
Was it my fault to trust you, my mistake?
Was reality, just a wonderful fairytale dream?
And every time I try and convince you, it makes me scream!

You're so damn stubborn, in your own dark nightmare,
Saying you're just another misplace, another scare,
Good for nothing, sharing your pain and depressions,
The dark, fire, and blood; your wonderful obsessions,

Sometimes things don't go the way you plan, or get what you need,
No happy ending, a blank page in a novel, another mislead,
Sometimes you dream to high, way out of your wishing star,
Things just weren't meant to be, your thoughts are too far,

Love or hate? It's what they always tell you,
But I am tired of being led on, I am through,
Another day has gone by, and my hopes go down,
Still walking here without a smile, but a frown,

I want you to make up your mind,
For once, take what you find,
But don't play with my heart,
You might break me, or make me fall apart,

Tired of waiting, just get up and choose,
If you don't catch me, you'll lose,
Follow your heart, and get in the real world,
Or maybe, you might miss your girl,

I admit, your really do make me mad,
Feel down for yourself, oh so sad,
Always trying to get your hopes up high,
That maybe, just maybe, you are the guy,

Saying she reminds you of me,
What the heck, can you not see?
We are oh so different, her and I,
Hearing this makes me want to cry,

Stop chasing after something you don't want, I'm not a dream,
But I won't stay for forever, not like it may seem,
When I say I love you, and that I want to be with you,
Open your eyes, because what I am saying is true.

>>>>This is true<<<<

Written by Makalah Sept. 2, 2008