These words i may never say

Your hand over my mouth,
You watch me struggle,
You savour and thrive on the taste of my fear.

My eyes wide in terror,
I try to twist away,
I know even if i screamed, no one would hear.

You press up against me,
I shudder and cry,
I sob and gasp-tear falls after tear.

I bite your hand,
You slap me hard,
Your cruel intentions are crystal clear.

I suffer in silence,
endure the pain,
I sink inside myself-want to disappear.

You finish the job,
I'm broken and bruised,
You lean in and whisper in my ear.

"I know who you are,
I know your friends"
You say with voice that stinks of beer.

I nod at the threat,
it doesnt need to be said,
if i talk-you'll hurt those that i hold dear.

I could speak of this night,
Could tell what you did,
But i wont, you've trapped me with utter fear.

A secret to my grave,
These words i may never say,
I must pretend nothing even happened here.

*not based on true story so dont worry-just wanted to clarify that*